I am positive person and I dislike being negative. Of course from time to time I will be complaining so much of others too. But I know that there is time to stop and deal with it. I know that medication is just temporary solution of it.
First my dear's family side they think of me getting the 'jampi' in malay language(kwong tau). On the other hand my dad thinks that something not right of me. I am surprise on the day I visited my mom with my dear and my dad. I was at the Emergency of the hospital, without further talk from the Doc she immediately saying that I need to be admit. I am being aggressive as she mention, well I am not aggressive person I may have spoken loud and clear but I am not crazy/mad. It is sad to know that my dad the one to make decision that I should be admitted.
My admission to ward nine days, I don't have the total nine days memory as I know. I thought I was just in for few days, I just know that if I am not there with son my loved one will need to care for him.
What happen to me, why am I being so different today? It is time to change because I know son is growing up and he is learning fast, we can't blame him for his mistake. As parent we should be good example to them. I am not losing control myself but I feel I am being control.
Little conversation that son had with dear and me the other day.
Papa do you have friend? Who is your friend?
Mom do you have friend? Dear told him that mommy is your friend.
I have my own circle of friends, even though many from blogging world. Some friends need to meet up from time to time too for gathering.
How would you feel if your loved one not understand you?
